Thought I’d post because I haven’t done it in a while, and I’m antsy to type.

Now that I am definitely not enrolled for the fall 2001 semester @ uccs, I have decided to get my CCNA and some parts of my MCSE by the end of December. So now I have a goal =] I had a phone interview with Gateway, they are very interested. Scheduled a real interview for Tuesday @ 8:30am up there; I am confident they will find me indespensable. Also, the definite opportunity @ another company called Paradigm Infomedia [pdmi]. And that is that.

Interesting conversation:

realbighead: the female side felt kinda number-2-ish
realbighead: what with all their ‘get drunk, hook up, go home’
rand0m: yea, I was like ‘holy shit, that happens!?’

Interesting link: Need a job?

Oh yea, I am not taking Voicestream; it would go on file that I worked there, and that’s not what I want. Plus, it’s a long drive, and there are other things to do [like fix truck]. Also, check out the HPI Hi Tech Hate Hack. They got us pretty good due to the owners extreme incompetence. Lots of work ahead for me. [sigh]

if I had some booze tonight. See, i don’t work tomorrow, so there is absolutely nothing stopping me from getting completely smashed tonight [besides the lack of inebriating liquids]. I have to mow the lawn, and that’s it. I’ll spend the rest of the evening doing nothing but sitting on my ass. I’ll drink what little bacardi I have left and fool myself into thinking I’m having a good time. Tomorrow, I’ll do the same all day, but without the bacardi part. woo.

I got paid today. it’s enough. not anywhere near as much as I want, or even close to the amount that I could put to good use, but enough. grr. I despise.

Update: here is an amazingly horrendous juicy tidbit that I just got in the mail.

Dear Randal:

Sincerely,
Randall E. Kouba,
Director

I feel warm inside. don’t you?

Update #2: Okay, so the whole thing has hit me now, and I am realizing that this is very, very bad. My plans are fucked. Going to probably spend this 4th of july determining what I am going to do for the next year. ()@*!@!*%^!^#%@%!@^!#^(*

And here we have a picture of me, surrounded by red? I can see everyone out there in internet land saying “why?” And, as always, I shall come through with an answer. This is a scan of my current driver’s license — a red license. That means that it has certain restrictions about how often I can aimlessly drive around [not very often].

Today was a rather boring day. Didn’t do much at all. Well, not true. I did quite a few things, but nothing of much importance. The best part, imo, was sitting at the park, where I observed and thought some fascinating things, of which I will copy out of my e-journal and post later tonight. I also entertained an e-mail from Gateway about a possible employment opportunity, and another from pdmi.net, another local ISP who wants me. That is heart warming. I plan to thoroughly waste another night away, much like I did last night. [sigh]

I will not be posting what I wrote in my journal. sorry. however, I have found out something interesting, completely by chance. I don’t know how true it is, but boredome is the physical manifestation of one’s lack of motivation. I have lots of shit to do, but am not motivated to do it. And I am very bored, despite the large amounts of things I have to do. odd that, eh?

That’s the line that my grandfather says whenever he sees anyone. I don’t know why I thought that just now, but I did, so it is the title of this post. To the right, we see the epitome of how great things can be. Just look at that — the complete and utter lack of caring about anything except a good brew and a good show. ahhh, that’s the life.

In other news, life still sucks for a little bit. Went to a driving class today, and it sucked. Then, I did nothing tonight. On a saturday night — that hasn’t happened in a long time. Tomorrow I will pull all the hoo-haa off my truck in an attempt to make it not stick out at all … sad, but true.

Don’t have my license back until monday — and either I need a ride up there at 7:30 am, or I’ll drive up there. If I get a ride, then I’ll probably have to come back to my house when done so I can get my truck: errands to run on monday [voicestream and a thing for work].

It is July 1st. You know what that means? Well, three things. The fourth is just 3 days away. My birthday is just 15 days away, and, most importantly, I have to manually move the date forward one day on my watch, off of 31, because June is a panty-waist and has only 30 days. ‘night.